i'mstillalive.

and i promise i'll try to submit deviations asap.
life is moving waaaay too fast now.
but i won't abandon this.
promise (:

time to update.
so, lately, all i've done was hope for something different.
it's as if i get sick of hanging around with the same people all the time.
even if i really like them and all.
i guess that's what happens when someone you thought could actually change your life does change it for a really short period of time before you realise, this isn't going to work, at all.

so, enrolling in a polytechnic is so hectic and annoying.
there are many stations to go through, and they try to coax you to join all their activities and camps by blocking out alternate paths so you have to pass through all of them.
i got so pissed off that i just said, sorry i need the toilet, let me through.
so i did get through, only to wait four hours just to collect my new labtop.
because they had to configure it to the poly's network, or something.
my admission number had some problem because the course i was in was new so they didn't recognize it.
i demanded a change of labtop twice because i wasn't comfortable with the first, and the second one they brought out, the w key was half way out.
the most ridiculous part was that th one with the defect was taken out from the sealed box right in front of my eyes.
brand new with a defect.

can't complain anymore.
i like my new labtop.
but i'm not like updating from there.
still haven't got a router to connect it to my home's network connection.

so that's about it.
will go for a holiday in medan with two of my friends on the twenty fifth and when we get back, school's gonna start.

i'm very hooked onto the third temptation of paris by alesana.
that's all, lol.

i'm going to pick up skateboarding.

don't laugh, HAHAHA.
i know how to skateboard, i just can't make sharp turns.
anyway singapore isn't a nice to place to skateboard in.
we only have like one skateboarding park with everything you need to do tricks in.
personally, i think that's the nicest part of singapore, lol.

so darren gave me a plain white deck.
and i'm gna use a permanent marker to draw all over it.
will post a picture of it up when i'm done.
it'll take quite a long time, i suppose.

i wasn't serious about skateboarding, lol.
that's what i thought initially.
but i made a bet. that if i got into singapore poly, i'd join the skateboard club.
so there you have it.

lol, IN MY FACE.

there's a terrorist on the loose.
i know i'm updating real late, lol.
he's been on the run like for four/five days?
mas selamat bin kastari, the leader of the jemah islamiyah network in singapore who wanted to bomb one of our mrt stations where there were many caucasians, and drive seven lorries to different parts of singapore to bomb AND targetted buildings such as the various embassies and ministry of education building.

singaporeans are being all _______ about it.
i'm not sure what the word is, lol.
it's just so fucking stupid.
singaporeans are probably really, really scared.
even i don't feel at ease.
but i guess that's normal.
when your country is supposedly safe, and something like that happens, doh, you freak.
he escaped with a limping leg?! that's what i find utterly ridiculous.
it's been so many days, he probably left singapore alr.
just as well, get the hell out of here.

there are so many wanted posters of him everywhere, i practically memorized what it says.
it says something like,
if you've seen this man, call 999.
mas selemat bin kastari
(two photos of him, one clean shaven, the other with stubble)
mas selamat bin kastari is the leader of the ji (jemah islamiyah) network in singapore and is currently at large.
he escaped from the whitley road detention centre at 4.05pm on 28th february.
he walks with a limp at his left leg and is not known to be armed.
please be reminded that rendering assistance to him is a grave offence.

okay, i know i got all the keywords there.
hell, please catch him fast.

so much for safe singapore.
some twisted part of me wants to laugh at this, but well, i'm living here and it IS scary, lol.

life has been stagnant, is that the right word?
i'm just not feeling much.
i have shitty people in my course.
they're either too smart, or they don't even wanna be there.
i haven't started school, but i know alr.

time to brace myself.